universal password sucks..

another waste of time.

i know sooner or later, i'll abandon this blog.

just like what i did to friendster blogs. to livejournal. to multiply.

but hey. so be it. i dun intend to use the internet as my primary tool for safekeeping of documents.

one day, i'll be able to read this and laugh at how stupid i have become for even creating this blog. and maybe when that happens, i'm already off creating a new blog in another website. pity.

so let me start.

i am aya. the first time i created this account was when i was in 2nd year college. since i was so into blogging in multiply, i totally forgot i ever had this blog site until now. funny. it's either having a universal password is really cool. or just really sucks.

when one account gets hacked, the others could get hacked too. i really should think of a new password today.

why did i write this? why did i resurrected this site? i dun have answers now. maybe i'm bored. maybe i'm sad. but i'm sure that i missed writing.

i wanted this blog to be private. but for some reason, i want other people to be able to read this.. just NOT my friends.

if you are actually my friend. then, i suggest, pretend you don't know me. pretend that i am a different person and that you were only hearing about and of me until now.

and understand that i am writing not because i want to share things. but because i want to remind myself how it is to write and how it is to pour out emotions through writing.

because right now, i am full of emotions... i can not distinguish which one i should use in writing. i am so full of emotions, i dunno what to say and i just hoped i am making sense.

so yeah, treat this as chapter one of the book. or the introduction. or the prologue. and watch me unfold my thoughts to you. listen to me. listen and just listen.